Do you ever look back at your day and think to yourself, "Crap. I certainly messed my kids up today"?
I feel off. Not sure what's wrong. No patience. No energy. No desire to do much or talk to anyone.
I blew it with Little Boy today. Let's just say that my reaction (or overreaction as the case may be) will be fodder for many a therapy session.
Sometimes I think my kids deserve so much better than me.
Fucking Fabulous.
About Me
- Jessie
- I am so over the about me that has been here for 2 years. Here's the basics. Spend too much time online. Love wine. Have girlfriends I giggle with often but tend to like boys better. Wife to one. Mom to one gigantic man cub who thinks that, now that he's taller than me, he's my boss and one little boy who pretty much owns me and knows it. Said little boy has celiac disease so a lot of this is focused on his health. Welcome to my jungle...
4 comments:
I know just how you feel. I'm glad it doesn't happen often - I'd have ulcers.
Damn. I'm sorry that you can't directly blame your husband. Key word: directly.
You're a great parent b/c you knew you lost it.
On a daily basis I think to myself, "how much will this cost me in future therapy." It's sad really.
I think the same thing about 100 times a day. It happens to the best of it. Like DD said, you are great because you recognize it. Keep your chin up.
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